Longing

Once I was sure, once I knew you, back then,
We talked about things you can't imagine.
We truly loved each other, way back when,
Such things happen but once in a million.

And suddenly you left, not looking back,
You left me sitting there, wondering why.
I cannot take it; something I can't hack,
Wishing you back, on the stars in the sky.

Sometimes I just sit there, waiting for you,
All by myself; I wish you for myself.
But you are not mine, this I always knew.
My mourning but festers there, by itself.

I will get over you sometime I hope,
Till then, memories I will use to cope.

A sonnet (14 lines 10 syllables) about rejection. There's an extreme feeling of loneliness from the person, and while they realise they'll get over them, it seems impossible now.

Renee is right...

I do do it

I see you lying on a cloud up there,
Peaceful, I slowly lay down next to you.
Our breaths move in rhythmes, sleeping, unfair,
I am not asleep, and it's just us two.

I lay there thinking, what to say to you?
So many idea's, but none are right.
You do not want me, my feelings untrue,
So I move away, can't do it tonight.

The next day I'm there, looking in the clouds.
The next day you're there, asleep next to me.
Still I wonder, what to say? I'm too proud.
I retreat, away again, not yet free.

I cannot say what I feel, too scared to.
For it is not love, but friendship imbued.

Random

Of all the things I could have had,
There is but one that makes me sad,
The thought of you, gone away now,
Walking so far away, but how.
We felt the same, did we not dear,
I try to understand, unclear.
My mind spinning out of control,
Appearing to be nice, yet cold,
Times we had appear to have gone,
All the times, together we shone.
Don't forget my dear, of such things,
For when next we meet, this I bring.

Sonnet

Finally, a sonnet!

You take me in, all of you, such beauty,
Must protect you, I feel it my duty.
Calling my name, calling for me, so strong,
Softly uttering thoughts, can do no wrong.
I whisper back, telling you I'm ready,
"Wait" you ask me, I try and hold steady.
I speak my mind, whispering back sweet sounds,
I cannot help it, I feel my heart pound.
We dance around in the depths of each other,
No complications, with I just your lover.
Your breath, your touch, your thoughts, open to me ,
We both convulse, suddenly we're both free.
As I lay and feel you there, I proceed,
To hold you there, for you are all I need.

sonnet wannabe

I told renee I'd write a sonnet and i was soooooo close. Just missing one thing. Rhyming :(. And a fully proper structure. But anyways, I still think it's ok

Of a year come and passed, i think back then,
Of the saddness, the grief, the tears, the shame.
Then I remember, the year that has gone,
And I think of the good, the great, the times.
The times that we had, the times that we loved,
And I remember these times with fondness,
For these are the times we shared together.
Together as one, together with friends,
I enjoyed us together, all the time.
And I remember us not, befriended,
I enjoyed these times, yet not quite as much,
So this my dear, I say to you, adieu,
But not forever, just for now, adieu.

More haikus. Slightly darker, don't know why. They just are ^___^

The one thing i want,
Stands so far away, can't touch,
Though I desire to.

Unbearable pain,
Cannot stand these thoughts i have,
You walking away.

The past, just set free,
Burdens lightened, fly away,
At peace once again.

The tash poem

She made me write a poem on her. No structure, no rhyme, just an idea. And so I present, an extremely shit poem, entitled "Just a Flower"

Shining yet not, happy yet not, inner confusion,
Wanting to be happy, but can't, so sad.
Feeling things, but never satisfied, needing more,
Yet not feeling, ignoring the good, feeding the loathing.
Sheltering the dismal, shunning the light,
Brighten up sunshine, not all is bad.
As they say, for every dark night there is a brighter day,
Cheer up sunshine, all is not lost when you have us.
We're there for you, and not, when you don't want us to be,
Inspire me sunshine, lead me to those higher places.
I want to visit, and I want you to come,
For I've never seen you smile brighter than when;
In friendly company we spoke and laughed,
Cheered and jeered, smiled, yet never cried.
This my dear, is want I want for you,
Because this my dear, is what I've wanted too.

more to come

I'm drinking atm, if I can stay awake + sober enough for my laziness to pass I will do some more tonight. I want to attempt a sonnet, but the whole iambic pentameter makes me tear.

NINJA EDIIIIT:
Once lost in the dark,
One thing shined through to me,
I'm glad it was you.

Haikus

Sigh, what have you done to me renee :'(

I wrote some haikus today when i was bored. They're pretty bad, but meh (actually I lie i wrote the first one yesterday). More to come if I can be bothered.

Like Butterflies fly,
So does my heart fly for you;
So do I love you.

Can't be given up,
For you are not mine to give,
Though I wish you were.

The sweet smell of you,
Maketh thine eyes deceive me,
For you are not here.