Of rain

How ironic that I'd use her style for something such as this.

This is why you feel our relationship is seemingly one sided. This is why I "don't share".

I can feel the rain fall, the vicious precipitation. Everywhere I look, people are unperturbed by the fact that this rain seemingly falls on only me. I'm drenched, as the rain clouds hone in even further. They're almost directly above me; the rain becomes torrential. And along with the rainclouds, comes the thunder and the lightning. The pressure builds and builds, and slowly I begin to crumble. At first it's almost unnoticable, a slight buckling of the knees. But soon I'm almost flat on the ground, though I strive to move. As people walk by, they hardly notice me in my complexity. They hardly notice the fact that along with this heavy rain, comes a burden which I struggle to carry. Yet I stand again, and I continue. I can ignore the rain, if it means the rain falls only on me. If it means that I am the only one to whom the rain lays it's encumberance, I can handle it. I'd do it gladly. However, this means that I cannot share the rain. Once the rain is shared, it gains momentum. It's saddness ebs and flows more ferociously, and I could not wish it upon anyone else. Please, this is not a fault. It's a favour.

I love you in countless ways, but here's just a few:
-You're funny (not that I'd ever admit it :P and even though I don't laugh at some of your jokes, it's only to save face. You do the same to me!)
-You're academic
-You're intelligent
-Academic + intelligent = You're smart
-You're caring
-You're selfless
-You're fun
-You're beautiful
-You have a wonderful and warm smile
-You're concious of most people's feelings (except people that attempt to walk in front of you onto escalators :P)
-You strive for perfection
-You're perfect :P
-You're helpful
-You're creative
-You listen
-You're constructive (ie that is you have no problems helping others in a constructive manner, and often find things to do when there is nothing else that generally have a constructive purpose of some sort)
-You're friendly
-You're open
-You have a good work ethic.
-You're thoughtful

And the list goes on. I LOVE YOU FOR ALL THESE REASONS. I don't know why you ignore this. I've told you all these things countless times. And yet you still tell me they're not true. I do honestly believe everything I wrote, and I know others agree with me. DONT TELL ME OTHERS DONT. I know it to be fact. I don't ever plan on breaking up with you ever. I love you.