Of Jealousy

It eats away at me like no other,
The cold, piercing feeling of envy,
A green ooze from which I cannot escape,
That feeling I need to let go.

Inferiority; the life i lead,
It still taunts me, as none other.
Overbearing, looming uncertainty,
When you know you're not as good.

I fight the feeling, still in my gut,
It tears away my flesh; I pay no heed.
It's becomes only just bearable; it'll stay.
And through it I'll say, I love you.

I stare in amazement, so ignorant,
Walks on the highest cloud,
I sit and take mild self pity,
As the cloud slowly drifts away.

My heart, heavy as lead,
The wind whispers in my ear,
Telling me to go on,
Before it passes by unnoticed.

My emotional cadence, your effervescence,
An existence intertwined,
You'll never know the sweet sound,
Of the envy spilt.

Of dreams and emotional scars.

I can't lose the scar embed on my heart,
I cast my head down, I can look the part.
For dreams are wishes, from deep down inside.
From your dreams I retreat, I now must hide.

I wonder if I'm alone in your mind,
I find out that I'm not one of a kind.
My heart in two, cause I waited for you,
You look empty into my eyes of blue.

We embrace, just for you to reassure,
And I'm left to lie; left without a cure.
These scars don't mend, they suffuse with my heart,
You alone I have loved; noone apart.

And as I sit here and write; gentle tear.
Please don't stain the keyboard on your way out.

Of Matt

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Stolen from Tara, only stole this one because I thought it was insanely true to me.