Poetry skill degeneration 101

I won't blame you for every tear I cry,
For I know you didn't mean to.
I won't blame you for leaving me dry,
For you know not what you do.

We share something special, unique,
Something we alone share with each other.
But we can't talk, response oblique,
Moment; unhappiness; becomes another.

You don't trust me, this I know,
And yet, never proven otherwise.
You'll never trust me, this you show,
You'll keep your veil; sweet disguise.

Live with it I shall, for nothing I can do,
I don't like it though, your thoughts untrue.
Have some faith, my amazing, thine divine,
To me, my dear, you truly shine.

Tara's poem

Little un

Tara the little one,
Guaranteed to have some fun,
Tara, the silly one,
Guaranteed to say something dumb :)

She's the one that will listen,
She's the one that will tell you the truth.
She's the one with eyes that glisten,
She's the one that reminds you of youth.

She writes poems far better than mine,
She has a blog that kills mine too.
Best friend of thine divine,
People like Tara are far too few!

Little Tara, the bubbly one,
She's the one that won't turn and run.
Little Tara, the crazy one,
Touch her pesto and stare at the gun!

I expect one back >_< ps happy birthday matt.

Why thank you Matt

<3 Matt

<32u2 Matt ^_^

Why

Why can't I be a better person. And if I can't be better, why can't she find someone better, or realise that I'm not all I've 'cracked up to be'.

So Simple

Nothing could be so simple, one plus one,
Yet I'm staring down the barrel of a gun.
Nothing is quite as true as my failure,
Show me some support, don't be a stranger.

I need you now more than I ever will,
I need you now, yet away you walk still.
Come one and come all, see me at my worst,
Will you even notice, me in my hearse?

Dead to the world, yet you claim not to you,
Do you know what it means, to find love true?
Could you ever love a man such as me,
Just think for a second, happy I'll be.

Stare down the barrel, as I must do now,
And recite with me, my ending, my vow.

Meh, I dunnoez where this came from :s

Tears

I taste the tears you make me cry,
I leave my heart, out in the wind.
I shed my tears, hold on to lies,
I stray away from you, for I have sinned.

I cannot, nor ever will change,
I'll never be what you want me to.
Yell and scream, words exchanged,
It won't help, lost respect for you.

You torment me so, though you have no clue,
You pretend to know, but you could not.
You have no idea what I go through,
Yet some fully fledged idea you have got.

Please, I beg, just leave me alone,
Leave me in peace, I need not your presence.
Don't talk to me, put down the phone,
Leave me to create my sweet effervescence.

Sigh. So emo :/

Haikus to Mei

Come closer to me,
I want you here next to me,
To feel your sweet touch.

As you move away,
My heart and my eyes follow,
With you forever.

To your desire,
I respond with what I can,
Anything for you.

Touch, taste, your kiss sweet,
The touch of your lips moves me,
Kiss me one more time.

I can feel the love,
Which you can put in your kiss,
I can't let you stop.

Nothing as pretty,
Could compare to what I have,
What I see in you.

Shall not ever leave,
Your presense all that I need,
To live happily.

Smile lies on my face,
I close my eyes and you're there,
My smile broadens.

I sit and I wait,
For you to arrive my dear,
Would wait forever.

Love you Mei ^_^

Breaks

The wind breaks, as does my spirit,
The rain poors, drown my sorrows in it.
The stone lay still, like my heart,
The lightning crashs, takes me apart.

Don't act on your will,
Leave me here,
Perturbed; be still,
My head will soon clear.

Reconcile, but I still cannot,
If only I could, take that shot.
I don't know if I care enough,
Or whether I feel it's just too tough.

Please, act now,
I need you here.
Make me the vow,
For I love you dear.

The wind breaks, and up I look,
The rain poors, and in it I dance,
The stone lay still, yet I shook,
The lightning crashs; I'll take my chance.

Will you act?
I think I need you,
Thoughts abstract,
Yet a clear view.

EDIT: Rationale~
Speaks of a couple fighting, and the need for reconciliation (sp?). He doesn't want to fix it, and thinks he'll get over it, then he wants to reconcile, then he needs her to reconcile with him. The guy wants to makeup, as he loves her too much to let her go. And so his spirits brighten, but yet he is still lost in thought.

If only I could...

If only I could,
If only there was a way,
Things I need to tell.

This usually isn't a normal blog, however, I feel I must make a normal blog post of sorts.

Mei-Ying, how could I ever compare. The last thing I think about before sleeping, the first thing I think about when I wake up. My thoughts may drift away from you at times, but only for as long as the activity endures. I simply cannot fathom how much happier you have made my life. You brought warmth, you brought love, you brought compassion, you brought safety, you brought support, you brought comfort, you brought so many things for which I am greatful. And to top it all off, you ask for so little in return.

While she may never read this, I had to put it in the open. I had to let the world know how much she meant to me, though words may only scratch the surface. No matter how large one's vocabulary, no matter how skillful one's literature, what I feel simply cannot be expressed in writing. Nor in any action which I myself could carry out. I simply continue to try, hoping that one day she may realise just how much she means to me.

You lack the self esteem of most, however, you are also far greater than most. Quite strange to be truthful, though I know you've been through a lot. Yet you stay strong, and strive for happiness through other people, caring for yourself only at neccesary times. This forms another part of you that I truly love. Uncompromising selflessness. It's so persistent, and so insanely beautiful in it's existance, makes me truly happy thinking about all that you give up for another's happiness. You bring out the best in me kid, please don't ever stop.

You're there for me when I need it, and then again you're there for me when I don't. Your support provides me with such insane feelings of admiration and adoration; you carry me through tough times with your good will and kind words. Please, let me attempt to return the favour. Though I have never been terribly good at comforting, help me learn, so that I may return that which you so freely and willingly give to me. I feel so obliged to be there for you at every moment that I can, yet you do not let me get close, for you feel your issues too petty. Share with me your burdens, as you allow me to share mine. Bring yourself closer to me, as I feel myself being drawn closer to you. Open your heart, and let me share the warmth.

You mourn over your slight imperfections, while us mere mortals admire your complete beauty, that is, your outter and inner refinement. You become downcast when you think of how much you care, when you know you shouldn't. Simply put my dear, don't. Your thoughtfulness and tenderness is appreciated by all, don't stop being you. Do not be ashamed of the person that you are, your effervescence brings about smiles, it brings about joy, it creates a feeling of content. Your presence warms a room, your good will melts hearts, your friendliness cures hurt. You take hate and return love, you take grief and you return comfort. Perfection is impossible, yet they say nothing is impossible. To me my dear, perfection comes in the form of you.

Mei my dear, my dearest of dears, how could I ever compare. You are my sunshine, you are my rainbow, you are my green grass, you are my brighter pasture, you are my tulip, you are my addiction. So to you I say this; I love you, yet do not let that be enough. Please, shape me into what you deserve me to be.